I did adjust my sliders when I found them.
I guess I was more motivated to enjoy it when I was around 50/50, which makes sense to me, I just tried again and think I’ll just come back when I’m not a beginner, thanks for all the help, I don’t want free advice, I guess I just want
chess.com matching, which kept me much closer to 50/50 but on a site that actually works like this one.
On
chess.com (
www.chess.com/stats/live/rapid/ff2x) I’m 106 wins, 107 losses and 23 draws. I kept starting to lose games to ‘game abandoned’ w/out ever leaving the game and it took away the kind of learning progress ethos I was experiencing, so I wound up here after looking for alternatives.
On this site I’m 7 - 24 - 1, which for me, is way past the zone of learning and more into blatant frustration. I also now am noticing people ‘playing’ with me, like not mating me when they can in one move but instead eating my pawns/etc. to make it last longer, I know that’s part of the game but I’m not exactly looking forward to games like that again.
I do follow something like that, on
chess.com I’d do puzzles for some set amount of time and then play between 5 - 10 games, where I would analyze and generally feel I could learn from my mistakes in that context. This is a much more disconnected experience.
The analysis doesn’t seem as straight forward here, I have to go to each game and then hit request analysis, which is fine but it happens in a way where some context is lost so it doesn’t seem as beneficial to me. I’m also not motivated to analyze things where I don’t even understand what happened in the first place. Though I’m new so I’m probably missing something.
I don’t think my experience can be that unique, or maybe I’m just really bad, either way, thanks again for your help, see you around.